waves to 2008 from jookie and alien

this marks the last post of 2008
and its the 531st post!

o8 year was full of ups and downs.
i've done terrible stuff and made decisions that are totally not sensible.
moving on, i hope 09 will be a good year for me.

waves to o8 and say hello to 2009!

i wonder what i will be doing for 2009
ill be 18 in 8mths time, by then, i will stay as a
innocent girl,heh. i am what~

i really cant believe that its the last day of 2008
and only have a few more hours left,
have i spend my 2008 properly?
i dont think so..

im rather afraid 2009's approach cos i have no idea
where i will lead to.
nervous!

so 3.30 hrs left,
going to marina soon~
ciao
happy new year!

If I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear

yum yum yum where's my jookie~
sry ah jookie loves to camwhore,teehee

im feeling so dumb,
i really wanna bang my head against the wall,
i feel dejected, agitated and delighted.
nonsense.

love is so painful that it can kill,
why isnt love called a murderer?



i hate this!
how can this go further, one time you are saying this
and the other time you said something different.
whats on ur mind? i really dont understand
can you make ur bloody decision?
you made me suffer dude!
i hate this!

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

thanks dedicated to following ppl
that cheer me up when ever im not in the right mood

khai: dumb pok im talking to now, pissed me off but makes me laugh.
he has totally same sentiments as me.
hate it right?

fitri: my best bro obviously, thanks for making me happy
and not worry about you. loves ;D

misspiggie: thanks for being there, although i have nv seen you before
but i feel that we are really close. hope to see you!

yingtong: although you are really dao at mama house
but you still helped me alot!
thanks!<3
hugs

jojoyukiii!: thanks for buying jookie to acc me when im down!
love it lah! and i know you know alot
and i think you know what im thinking what you are thinking B2 ;D

kath: thanks for being there for me!<3

i love you all! <3
thanks!
BIG HUGS!

cookie monster, unglam yingtongs and stoodie alien

my name is jokie jonster!
cookie monster is my cousin :D

make up session with ah tong!
finally i got the hang of using faux!
thanks! ;D

she cant get my pouts d;

okay im short =C

i poke ur knuger knuger!

you dare to my knuger knuger?!
i... i.... i.....~

ohh emmm geees!

geeky yingtong muahahaha~

nice?

fishie why are you sleeping~
haha

jookie jonster~

jookie jonster emo-ing
oh no~bad news
what will he do next?

NO~~~
dont die jookie~
but why ah~ you suicide also wanna smile

yo!
went to yt house!
woohoo~ and saw faggotty constructor

hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil

okay that are most of the interesting photos of today
there are a total of 115 photos taken!
spam photo taking today man~

okay im really really tired now,
my body clock have gone haywire
i went to bed at 12 ytd and then i roll around my bed till 2am.
then woke up for training today
really really slack alot.

i feel uneasy
im sick~
shall pop pills later and boom to bed.

bro im glad of the change. ;D

rather down now, and tired
shall stop here~
other photos will be on slides tml~
bye.

everyone changed

smelly hand shooo!

birdie! whistle!

okay~

i miss my climbing mates
and ill be meeting them like
TML!

chat with some of them just now,
i feel the change,
positive and negative ones.
worrying, disappointment. =C

he finally replied.
im waiting for a change in him=x
craps and nonsense would be forgotten?
new person i hope ;x
missed him actually =C
but i dont wish to be bullied again,
so i will be wary, dont blame me , you are to blame.
i would have to say i miss you,
and i will miss you even more when you go NS ):
get me sooooon! when its negotiable idiot!

sigh.
bad 08 );

albino lizards hah!

for the longest period of time,
i dream!

of all things to dream of, i dream of albino lizard.
huge albino lizard, at 1st, a lil normal lizard jump when my mummy was dodging it.
then, out of a sudden, the albino lizard appeared at the door,
i jump to the chair, and know what? it kinda look like a alligator, tiny albino alligator.
it jumps!
i have no idea why i had a crayon box on my hand
i swing the box, trying to hit it,
i missed it and dropped the box,
then the albino lizard bit my hand...
boohoo!
haha~ and i woke up by the sunlight shining right into my face~

haha what a dream, what a dream~


today was another day~
woken up by stupid dream,
watched a lil teevieee
went to granny's
come back home and slack all the way till now.
bro just head to camp,
message came in to mess up my mind even more,
luckily i had a rubbish bin:p
and here blogging away~


i am disturbed by the most minor thing ever~
me naive? i stupid? i bodoh?
haizzz~ sounds like an idiot scolding myself


kath!! where are you?!
miss piglet, i miss you!
thanks yt(:
i still like ur heels, give me if you dont want haha~:p


i know im still so not over you.):

OMG ITS COMING TOO FAST!

squinted eyes, fat cheeks and pouting mouth.

shut up.(:

shooting daggers.

ahem, sorry. :p

oh no oh no! 2009 is coming way~ to quickly!
i have no time left for 2008!
i just realized that we only have 4 fucking days left for 2008!

OH MY GEES~!

my blog is ald 2 years old!
oh emm gees! its so damn fast im panicking now!



lets kiss goodbye to 2008 after 4 days
and welcome the best of 2009!

im bored, im shocked,
im panicking.

let it be.
bye.

its so hard to forget about you.

hmmm kinda dont link today
cos i smelled him, dont think nonsense please!
i used the conditioner that smells like him
so i thought of him and became emo
i've guessed right that be blocked me on msn
and yt told me that he was online today.
so tsk! thought that i have ald forgotten him
but nono~ why issit so hard?
it have ald been so long!

im not strong as i appear eh?
yeah i am.

i miss him though :X
oh dang! may memories be gone in just a poof!

and tml shall be a better day!
ciao!

the 2nd day of christmas my true love send to me, a partridge in a pear tree,

hello!
im bored and i have no idea what to do
merely watching teebiee, walking here and there, whacking my brother and dazing from morning till now..
dang!

life is sucha blah this how december.
new year resolution is to never be bullied by bastards
and lead a peaceful but happening life cos,
you know what?! im 18 next year!
and my father have ald predicted my life
haha~ he say i will be clubbing,
drinking playing like siao!!
but nahh~ i doubt, cos he is freakin strict!
hah~ but heck i will anyway~
to get life man!! not often though

okay im out of topic
but who cares there isnt a topic in my post~
haha~

really really bored!
ahah! i got lots of make up products now,
haha!
shall play with yingtong!
heh =p

shopping with mummy tml!
heh!!
long long time no shop shop!
=DDDDDDDDD

i have nth to say!
OH MY BRO IS AN ASS!! AND HE STINKS!
HEH =p

bye.

wheres the ham, turkey, cheese and wine?

hello, guest have gone home.
held a mini celebration at home today with my family
cousins, uncles and aunties came over.
mummy cooked some mixture theme,
chinese, malay , indian~
unique eh!!

grp photo that me have requested!
taadaaa~ mua family~

xmas gifts
without the baileys obviously
drank vodka and baileys today!

lil crazy notty baby keith!

mixture style!

keith is DAMN KAWAIIII!!
but uber notty!

the log cake!

spamming photo taking session with lili

grp take 2

unglam is what i can say!
hate my hair
hate flash too

heh! my beloved funky uncle
HUAT!

kay thats all for photos
i guess i have to kope from lili and peiying for more photos taken
wait till she send me eh!
i think those are nicer..
till then~
bye.