Selfcentered

Note to self: you're not the only one being stressed. Others are too, in fact. They might be facing more stress than you. So, try to understand and not throw your feelings to others. And stop crying for god's sake.

At school

School's being a bore. I feel like I'm gonna die in the mids of fyp.

Frustrated

Im frustrated cus I think I'm full of hate now. I realize I get angry easily nowadays. What happened to tolerance? What happen to smiling? What happen to my anger management? I mustn't be like that. Can't hate no more.

If you know what i mean

So, since I need to wait for my apps to finish downloading, I shall blog. I don't know if I'm crazy or is this more than a crush. I've got a crush on this special someone. I ain't really into him, but I think he means something to me. A really important friend. I love him in a way that I need him all the time, to talk, to laugh and to comfort each other. The feeling is so much better than previous. I know it's totally impossible and I don't want to ruin friendship, so Im gunna keep it to myself. We will be and already are forever friends. What am I talking about? I love him.

Need some love.

Feeling pretty horrible these few days. Maybe it's FYP and being ill at the same time. Mentally and physically screwed. I'm starting to lose myself, with the pressure and neglecting my family for school isn't a good idea. I often think that I'm a horrible person, a horrible daughter, a horrible sister and a horrible friend. Always portraying that I'm always happy no longer work anymore. I realize I can't please everyone anymore. I want to fall in love. To bring back that happiness. I don't want to feel lonely and miserable. I need some love. Bai!

i miss everything

i miss my hair, i miss me.