im back like finally~
another long hot day.. i almost dehydrate!

alright.. went to yishun yet again..
met treven today, waited for him at his house~
his doggy sooooooooo cute la~

then trained to yishun, reached there just in time to see fit's climb..
till 12+ U18 finally ended, haikal, janice and jolyn went into finals.

waited till 2+ before final start.. about 4+ it ended.. janice got 1st, jolyn got 2nd.
kor came after everything... had dinner with him and the rest at north point.. KFC horror!
hah~ bused 851 all the way back to tiong. walked home.. talked alot with janice~ catch up ALOT! (:
alright.. going to granny's now~ hope i can sleep early today~
THANKS KOR! (:

heat is killing!

alright, what a long day~ [beware of long entry]
woke up several times during the night.
1st by darling's msg and 2nd cos the weather was too warm.

then asked darling to morning call me since he couldn't sleep..
so at 730, alarm went off. to bathe.. and i heard my phone ringing..
he called like 10 times la~ sorry! sorry!
anyway thanks again~ :B

so was suppose to meet fit and kal at 8.30 but those two are the famous late comers..
so i waited for an hour! fit's dad came to pick me up and headed to yishun straight. thanks uncle (:
uhuh~ after that, kinda forget what i did..of cos see those climbers.. then~ eddie came with his doggy! cherry! walked him back home to put down cherry and went to lunch as i promised. (:

then walked here and there, went back to his house to lepak abit then to north point, blah blah blah~ then back to safra with jojo's lunch.. kor accompanied me till like 4.55? before going to work, confirm late one.. hah~ woops.. thanks and sorry, kor (: okay~ im addicted to the word kor~..haha!

stayed till 7+? trained home with trev. catch up quite alot. then went to NTUC to get something and walked home in the rain..sobs~ haha~ alright.. im done here.. sorry for long entry but i think it was just a summary of today.. haha~ alright, bye!

im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home! im home!

i dont like ***. i like OAC. i met khai and niqo..plus a whole lot of others.
low element is erm.. fun yet exhausting.. high element is FUN! tremble like siao.. although i dont really have phobia of heights~ but overall, FUN! with the entertainment of zul, niqo, khai, firman, my belayer firuz...ya~ notice all malay? im the malay looking, [aku tak faham] chinese..

alright being abit lame.. ended and went to northpoint to meet buddy.. wanted to have dinner with him but.. ya~ so to causeway pt ate burger king. wilson was there but didnt get to meet him.. walk ard then trained back home..

im dead tired.. kinda dread going tmr.. got heat rash ): sigh..
darling CHEER UP!! (: im always here for you to rant.. (;
alright.. i like OAC!! paintball and night cylcing is coming up! ^^ YAY!

i dont like dreams that can be so real.

randompikka.

alright. i just woke up from this terribly real dream..

okay~ this is how it goes.
i was at my granny house. only gong gong and amina was at home.. so~ i think it was time for gong gong to take medicine. i dont know why the medicine was with him cos he will overdose if he have the medicine.. didn't really think about it..so i fed him..
starting with the smallest pill..
okay the weirdest thing is that this small pill have this letter F on it.. a red F.. but i just gave it to him..

he got chocked .. then his face started turning red. i gave him water.. but still. cough...i was like OMGOMGOMG!! then amina came.. she did something.. i forgot.. then gong gong okay ald.. i hugged him straight away.. crying.. he kissed my cheeks and say boh tai ji[ means he is okay]

then i wake up, tearing..
and typing here again makes me wanna cry again.. i love gong gong lah~ sobs

alright. im done here.. prepare for OAC now..

if you love me thank you, if you hate me fuck you.

sigh wassup!
im dead tired now..
im so gonna sleep after i reach home and bathe..
i hope i wont be hyper later..
so that i can SLEEP!

alright, today..awkward day.
met weijie and nisa at payalebar MRT.
head to school together and then had breakfast with mathew.

govin lesson was a bore. played o2 mania and hear music. couldnt sleep today.. lunch with same gang, did i intro them? its yixiang, junhua, jisheng, yuxian, yiping, nisa and me. (: uhuh! followed them to opposite to smoke. then back to school and govin lesson again..dunnid me to repeat, talk music with yuxian..popped 2 panadol cos i got headache and was ald damn tired-.-

SW after that. did 3 stations and stayed for bb after that. laughed and drained more energy..by running 6 rounds and now i got headahce again... trained with jisheng, yuxian and nisa.. and then blahblahblah..i lazy to type ald...byebye~

im running down of patience with what the hell im hearing.

picture with darling finally~ i know i look damn weird :S

alright, today~ highlight highlight day again~
break at 11.
lunch with the gang again..
school food seriously suck lah~

back to D401 and then slack till 3.
slept, chocs, musics, play, teasing, snap, gossip...
aiya simply wasted time there~

after that...had some FINGER food and guys went for BB. nisa went off to meet her kawan. i was bored and tired. jasmine was there..but i felt awkward talking to her..i didnt expect that she was younger than me.. wth i feel damn old. -.-
until she did the [gua gua gua] sound.. that irritated edd, i did it to irritate him even more.. but i stopped after 1 time.. he look at me and cover his ears thinking that i will [gua] again. then i told him" im 18 this year."

to kopitiam @ sing post.
they ate, we chat, from hamsters to insects to moths to spiders to dogs to movies to marley and me. i met wendy, at the toilet. haha! i was like, erm you look familiar! are you from tao nan? then she YA!! HAHAHAHA~ so after that we talked while waiting for her friend to be out. she is in SP now~ sigh.. when will it be my turn~ hah~!

alright.. im waiting for my dinner now~
and shit its 915! how to eat? oh no oh no~
sigh.. i guess i shall not eat.. kay~ i have to sleep early today!
ciao! (:

digi matte painting randoms~
did it out of boredom

random with rock specs and edd's hairband.

eugene!! the first timer in my bloggay!

hohoho!
today? slacckkkkkkkk till the endddd!
i only rmb having lunch at market, came back, raining,
lifeskills, personality test, im high I and S~
people people person man~ i can listen and talk well, can i? LOL!

slacked more after that.
watch them play BB in the rain and talk talk, eat white choc..laugh laugh laugh..
hah~ went home alone today.
slept on mrt and nod here and there -.- malu man~
ride on bus too!
grrrrrr..

alright, home soon~ BYE!

funniest quote of the day!:
[when darling wanted to talk to xian xian, he clicked on rocky..]
DAMN FUNNY!

- Stephen [iamcrapper]. says:
rocky put nobuttie no buttie but chiu
we but wash body wash body wash hand ~
eh shit
wrong chat
lol

he kissed my lips i taste your mouth. thinking of you

alright! im early!!
lesson not started and most ppl not here yet.. so im here typing away!
talked with wilson last night till 12+ almost 1.
his mother damn cute lah~
go his room so many times to see whether he sleep ald..
alright, nth else. class starting soon i guess~

YIPIEEEEE~

tralalala~
today was a super uber mood swing day.
might be cos im on red flag. keke~

in the morning.
was super uber boring..drew drew drew..
drew head drew lips drew woman...
i suddenly breakdown again.. i forgot why..

thanks darling and nisa for cheering me up
and weijie for the tissue.. aha~
love ya all~!

after which i got hyper.. haha~ during derek's lesson? ya think so.. digi matte painting and i like using tablet! soon ill get one! woot!

derek seems like he got love bite! LOL! kay whatever~

after school, went for dinner with buddy nisa and batu:) had fun listening to their drinking, chalet, cycling stories.. haha~ random you can say.. kopitiam food not nice leh.. i cannot finish.. hah..
hmmm~ thanks for the fun hah! (:

kay~shall get bathe and stone..calling either darling or dunno who later. HAH! ciao!

again and again. when will it stop?

no names mentioned.

if you dislike talking to me, HANG ME UP!
if you get pissed by me, tell me straight.
if you wanna tell everyone how bad am i, tell them.(cos im not) ;)
whatever you say, are freakin LIES!
i was wrong giving you chances, forgiving you.
im bad? trash? noisy?rubbish bin? whatsoever? fuck you!

im not a toy, i dont have to be thrown around.
dislike me, dont disturb me no more okay~
i dont wanna talk nor see you anymore, unless you tell me why i have to.


what you say? [ you are a great friend that i treasure alot?]
i will not forget the times with you in school or hanging out? i wont cos it WAS pleasant
not replying me cos you got guilt, so it's true.
thanks, thanks for everything BIG TIME, i cannot clear those dates i owe you
cos you dislike talking to me and seeing me. i SO didnt PURPOSELY make you pissed,
cos you are sadistic enough to make yourself pissed. right darling.
thanks thank you SO MUCH!
go tell your boyfriend. GO GO! bye 'FRIEND!' thank him too uh!(:



to anyone reading this,
dont get bothered by this. im not a weirdo ah!
sorry for vulgarities, im angry alright.
im still the chirpy alien you know. (:

ETSA DAY! ^^

booyaa!!
thanks everyone that tagged me to cheer up!
i love you all!
THANKS ALOT!
it shows that all of you really care for me..
im touched..sobs~

been really moody lately.
not pms i suppose..LOL!

so met up with nisa just ytd at queensway with her cute parents.
i was stunned when i see her mum so chirpy and her dad plus goofy specs. damn cute parents.
LOL! uhuh! she wanted to buy shoes!
we got our band for a dollar each.
buddy msged me then.. called him and * was with him ;B
went to eat and went to my grand's house.
hehe~ stayed till 6+ and met lukman down stairs.. damn funny! nisa eh~ ^^

back to queensway to get her shoes.
then i bus back home and walked nisa to MRT.
great time with her! i like~

called kath till 1.30..seriously damn bored ytd night.
couldnt sleep as well..searched for ppl to call for conference but all asleep -.-

here at granny's again.. i did some sketches and shall continue later.. might get a nap cos im damn tired now.. yawns
bye (:
ONCE AGAIN THANKS TO ALL! I LOVE YOU ALL! (:

as i promised.

ROAR!!! PHOTOS GALORE!!

BUDDY!!

best friend best bud! love them all! ^^
EDDSAET

cool uh!

monyet :B

cheers to band^^ ROCKETSA!

OAC oiiii~

new mates aishah and susu~

ishaq! cutie~

susu~

yay! ishaq~

bracie nizam!

male and female star~
firuz and ET! (:

alright. am with nisa now~ at ah ma house!
nisa says erh.
bye, ciao, sayonara.