Boy oh boy
Baby, after what have happened today, I feel terribly wrong. For you to punch the wall and hurt yourself, for you thinking that I betrayed you, for you being so angry. Im terribly sorry.
I've never seen you this mad before and I really know that I've done a horrible thing. I still cant get over it. I've been thinking the whole while. From the time I was forced to take a stick till now. The moment I held it, I know I was wrong. :'( I can't stop thinking of how mad you were. Yes, I thought of ending my life cus I kept hurting you the pass few days. I really don't wanna live because of the stress I have, the things I did. I wanted to end it. I know I was selfish when I thought of that but when I saw you tweet blood. I really want to see blood on me. :'( I was holding my tears in front of everyone on the street. It hurts as though i have millions of paper cuts on my heart. What changed my thoughts was your calls. I realize how much I needed you. And how much pain I will cause if I were to leave the world. :'( I did too much fault I can't leave without changing. When I see your face, and you immediately put me in your arms. Your warmth tells me I have to stay. When we were laughing, I know it's worth it. I really can't do without you. Baby, you changed my life. Now I have to live with you forever. Baby, I'm really sorry for what I've done. I promise I won't do that again. I love you my dear.
