Insecurities.

I really hate myself. I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. Feeling like this, Hurting you like that. I really suck. I dont want to bring you more stress but i dont know how not to. I miss you so much. I wanna hug you i want to be in your arms. I dont want it to be like that. I really dont want to be so near to you yet so far away. Look now what are we doing. I am suppose to help you with your work. But now, youre sitting so far away and im here writing this shit, cus i need to pour. I dont want to make you angry at all. I want you nearer. :'(

Insecurities keep flooding my mind. Go away!

You, please come back to me. I really need you :' (

Super 8th

See how time flies so quickly, It feels like I just came back from hong kong, and we just had japanese food at liang court, first fight, first kiss, first everything seems like it just happened yesterday.

Today is our 8th months together, and we are still fighting strong. I love the way we are and i wont want to change anything thats happening at all. I'll never want this to end, till death do us apart. I love how we spent our day together like this. I don't have any pictures with me, so you'll have to post them up soon baby.

I love you. I thank you for your patience, i thank you for being there for me all the time.

I love you my best friend, my boyfriend, my lover and soon my family.

I miss you honey.

Happy birthday

Bad photos alert!

So, it was your birthday!

Although it was a very impromptu surprise cus i thought that you were meeting up with us,

but you were sick, so i planned to visit you and im glad that you like it :D

I wanna say im sorry,

im sorry for so many things.

For neglecting you when im with that (onion).

Im sorry. i know that i shouldn't do that at all.

I left you alone for him for 8 fucking months,

and im fucking regretting it. You didn't leave me alone,

in fact you were the shoulder that pull me through when things went down.

Im really blessed to have you.

I'm truly sorry my dear friend. I love you.

This is from the bottom of my heart, I love you and happy birthday,

Nisa. <3