Sunday, June 26

Fights

Having mini tiffs and being okay in awhile were the days, now we are having quarrels that last more than 30 mins. It hurts more than anything else when we give each other cold shoulder. It's like the song

"And we don't know how we got into this mad situation
Only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard"

I want you to be happy, i don't want to hurt you. I don't want to see you cry, i want to be the one that make you smile, baby. I'm sorry if i can't make you happy.


Saturday, June 18

i miss you

i posted the previous post out of jealousy. I'm really sorry for being paranoid, jealous and selfish to your female friends. Now you can tell how much i don't trust girls? I know it will be impossible if i want to be the only girl in your life, cus this is your life, you can do anything you want/need to. A day without you is just too miserable. I thought i could handle it but it seems that i cant. Im sorry baby boy.


Yesterday was our 7th, we surely have been through so much together.
I love how we hang on with each other even though the distance. Thank you for everything, thank you for being in my life. I want to be in your life forever and ever.


When you touch me every single time. I’m so lucky, to say that you’re mine. I still get those stupid butterflies,But it’s just what you do,I’m loving everything you do.

Baby i love you.








P/S: please forgive me when i am too jealous and too selfish, i don't mean harm, im just over protective of you. For one extremely simple reason, i love you.

selfishness

I think that i'm really selfish sometimes.

You're just talking to a friends but i'm reacting like you a jealous bitch.
I don't like this feelings. I know that i don't want you to meet them downstairs, even for awhile.
I allow you to, cause i know you want to.