在我心上用力的開一槍

oh no no no
troubled
he called me when i put him off my brain after 1 hr
why must he call?
whats that suppose to mean?

he must have sensed.
Do i still love him? Can i still trust him?
suffering, im suffering like
a cat being abused by hot water,
cat being chased my mad dog,
meow~


but i got some love from fit
showing me this uber chio shoe!
im gonna buy with him!
yippie!

fit's quote before leaving:
TOP GUN! BANG BANG!

love ya bro!
gain some love! (heart)

like wise

repeating routine everyday
its uber boring!!
wanted to queensway for ear studs and maybe pierce some holes
but, kath wasnt available and urge to go aint here anymore
so i think i shall head there tml~

i need to do something to my hair, eyebrow and nails!
argh!! clothes all bought, i left bottoms which are damn difficult to find.
stopping here cos if i go on craps will start.
ciao!

GOODBYE!
im free like a birdie!

i've been rotting

flaunt the nostrils! bloop~
remind me of someone, that i was about to forget, yet called me just ytd. -.- why bother saying, its the PAST! ;D

im with my friend HAPPY now~
although i didnt get into poly, but where ever i go now, i know that i will do my very best be it to pass ite to poly or to retake my core subs. i need all perseverance!! JIAYOU ALIEN!

been rotting at mama house with my jookie jonster.
teevie marathon today as well! rather boring though.
anyone wants to go out tml? cos i think the maid is COMING! i think i go out with the maid lah~ hahaha~

look i have ae dimple!! haha~ yeah only one side, so its A!!
hahaha~ nonsense, simply got nth to say anymore~
so~ see how it goes tml~ ciao!

the rock the rock

DONE!
piece of rock thrown away~
im lighter~
but there is a bigger rock still here~
MOE please approve retaking of subjects!!

im screwed but i know that i will pick up from what i've done, sorry

i am as retarded as i look!
i screwed english, science and math!
which is the most important subjects!
so i have thought,
to take up ite biotechnical to have lab experience
and to retake eng math and science Os at the same time

but the thing now is i DONT KNOW HOW TO APPLY!

i know alot of ppl very disappointed but at that time i was blinded with love, thats not an excuse i know, i know how many sorries isnt enought to express how i feel to you guys

i fell, but i will pick up from where i fell.
dont worry you guys, i slapped myself awake, you can slap me if i do sleep again~ im ald afraid but there isnt anyway to turn back only way is to move forward and i really am.

but let me say a very big sorry to my parents. am really sorry i have to waste time yet again. i know i will and must do it this time, wont let you both be disappointed in me no more, but please, no naggings ;D

kay~ shall end here before i sound too emotional. Hope the rest of O lvl students get what they wanted, cos it really sucked to have my situation.

p/s.before i go, A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU THAT ASKED AND CHEERED ME UP WHEN YOU HEAR MY TERRIBLE RESULTS!!
really really thanks you all! even if you laughed, thanks! ;D really appreciated! TAG PLEASE!

old times that i enjoyed

didnt blog about saturday!
so im here blogging while i think of what course i should take

saturday was sec one's CCA day
went down to see if anyone needs help.
talked alot and laughed alot.
and i totally forgotten what happened
until end training, campus corner,
juniors had best shoes and harnesses of all years!
wth~ ENVY!
anyone wanna sponsor me rock shoe?
i will love you to bits
cos my shoe is dying!

then home after that.
makan, bathe, chiong to PS.
send sissy to piano
then walked to simlim with bro
leg damn painful but its not far~
saw marcus and friend

then bro brought his stuff then walk back to PS
bought a tank top and head to tiong,
ate at kopitiam which sucked then homed
freakin tiring~

shall shuttap now

humiliating myself

hahahahahahahahahahah!
i know this will be ur 1st reaction!

how monkey i look!
yeah~ this is for TAY QIAO HUI!!
CHEER UP!!
HIP HIP HOORAY!!!

now my mum is making noise..
CHEER UP!!
CYA TML~
LAUGH ALL YOU WANT

i look monkey!

huh?! not funny meh?!

the fear the fear

hello! O lvl results will be out tml!!
so soon right? ;/ hmmm maybe not~
idk what to do eh~ the JAE is straight aft the release of results or what?? HOW HOW HOW?!

hmmm~ im overreacting i think~ i dont think im that nervous.. haha, relax only~ worst to worst only ITE~
still can study and i WILL study hard! i think thats why im not worrying
cos i know what im doing know, i guess?

so bought more than enough tops for CNY, i need bottoms now! if not dresses.. boring weekends.. wasted my precious weekends.. my hair is growing like nobody's business.. chop no chop? bu ji dao~

im have mr happy in me now~ cos i think i forget that bastard ald.. im single and available!! haha!! haha!! no lah~ im in trust of fate now~ i have faith in fate! come then come, dont have then dont have!
be lesbo? nahhh~ haha! im talking shit now~ dont have to read cos you dont have to..

i forgot my usb plug, left it at mama house.. but i think you ppl are sick of me being narcissistic..
but haha toooo bad.. shall upload tml~ bleh ;P

okay enough of crappings, tml will be doomsday~ wish me luck!! (LOVES)

TAGS REPLIED IN CBOX!!!
( tag more!)

no sucker

jookie is dope!

haha! cheyenne thinks its cute ;D of cos ahhhh!!!
so is kukun! ;D both also super cute

kay i really spent my whole day with my friend, boredom.
he is real nice! NOT~

watched afew movies today, the coffin, bedtime stories and 10 promises to my dog.

see i 've got nth better to do eh~ ppl not online, nobody to chat with, only until now, tsk bro finally online.. got lots to talk to him [ qh i know you will be shocked, tag if you are reading ;D]

bro is back from camp, so i cannot use comp, but comp is not entertaining ald.. boring, i only have fun blogging and editing photos. im a narcissist now, omg. i cant believe that i just said that.. haha

kay i have to go off, till next time, bye ;D (heart)

am i still not over it or what?

day was a bore
old injury back
wind damn strong
watched wildchild again
the coffin and bedtimestory dont seem to work
will continue to bore myself for the rest of the day
bro will be back.. hopefully he buy me another domo-kun ;D
but i have to repay by buying him a nice cap.
haiz.. no money no money~
results out on mon, should i work?
too late? nvm shall not continue,
bye. ily.

kukun is doped!

yoyoyo!
hey people!
so you had a sneak peek at my one and only,
most unique, lovely, hearty
DOMO-KUKUN! <3

the process was so fun that i even forgot to take picture of it.
=.= i took half way and forgot the rest,
until i finish then i realised that i forgotten to take photo

haiyo, now they have to quarrel who will sleep with me.
haha~ XD..
you must be thinking that im crazy..
well i am~ sort of..

haha went SRC for swimming just now,
damn shag, aft so long nv swim,
today boom 10 laps,
luckily today i swam, if not idk when will be the next time i will swim..

kay im having my cheng teng now~
shall boom to sleep later cos
IM FREAKING TIRED!
aft sewing domo kukun and swimming~
ciao! (heart)

DOMO KUN born at 1.43pm, 5 january 2009 ;D

random photo.

finally~
DOMO-KUN came to earth!
its the one an only unique domo that only belongs to me mui and miiii
hahahhahaa!
wanna have one? pay me and ill make one for you!
mujahahahaha!
continue later~

look what you've done

hello im spastic ;D

haha~ feeling rather tired now...
eyes shutting ald.
shall head to snore once im done.
well i do not though. heh!

shopping madness today!!
i bought another top, bras and a indianish pants.
haha! im more than ready for china new year.
but but! the worst have yet to come!!
i was told that results will be out on 12 jan!! 2 pm!!
oh emm geees!!
im nervous now!! NOT~

okay~ i think im done~
sleeping time!

coffee, tea or me?

milo holick or xman?
haha no link|_ _ | _(those are fingers)
muahahah~

orchard today!
with yingtong and family,
1st to orthodontist, mango, isetan, then PS

(mind the photos) spotlight to get felt and sqooshie cotton
and then to a super unique antique restaurant which we forgot the name
well, it sells the antiques under out ass, beside us, on top of us~
basically every antique in there

had high tea
hers

mine ;D

yeah we were fascinated with the cups, plates and sugar cubes..
haha~ cakes were yum yum yummy~
the strawberry one was HEAVEN!
haha~

talked for 1 hr plus
and thought of a plan!


JOLYN YUKI TAN!
we are booking you on the eve of valentine's day and valentine's day!
which is 13 and 14 feb!
haha~
better be free!
i ald BOOK IN ADVANCE!!

ding ding ding dong

*yawns* super sleepy~
plans with kath failed.
maybe next time~

feeling lazy to get out of the house.
but i wanna go PS PS PS!!

watched scary movie.
damn sexual lor.
but damn funny~
haha!

kay blog later~

hello drank ur milo?

i dope jookie to the max!

fakes

my hair is dying!!
no wait!
its dead, always dead. hah

should i cut?
leave it to grow more hairy??
idk idk idk eh eh eh eh eh eh eh ayer!

plan for tml is to meet kath at 10.10am
@ chinatown point to search for DOMO-KUN!
then i think have brunch with her then i go PS spotlight.
all by myself..MAYBE.

who wanna go go go?


FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
geo lens blog shop ppl!
FUCKING BITCH
MAH DE!
CHEEE BONG MAN!
she is fucking not returning my money this mth
cheeee bong!!
nah bueayyyy

yuling you good recommend me this kind of nah beh shop
nah beh beh beh beh

oops sorry for vulgarities!
fucking bitch shop keeper fucking pissed me off!
NAHHHHHH BEHHHHH!

hello milo

domo!!
really random one~
i played with my school U like dunno when~
then snap snap..
hhaha~

just came back from sch~
i feel like i veh long nv go back sch..
cos everyone saw me like their 1st reaction was:
eh!!how are you!! long time no see ah~
even haikal did that!

really heart warming to hear ppl say that when i dont really know them well
shows that im popular~ muahahaha~
hugs from daffo , joel and leong ping!! <3
i really missed sch!!

okay sec 1 orientation today!
really had fun, quite abit though.
1st batch was okay
2nd batch really pissed me off
especially one china looking girl
fucking attitude problem

some were damn cute!
i rmb haikel , danial, syaffiq, khairul and haii
damn cute!!
haha~

koi cafe from miss lee
back home.

jojo and i created a climbing cheer which is damn lame
it goes like this~

oh emm gee-gee
you can see me-mee
i am funny just like a monkey-key
i am crazy-zee
i am funny-nee
i am a climber-climb- climber
climber-climb-climber~
woohoo what ever~

use the in the ayer song~
haha

lame i know~
haha

DOMO DOMO DOMO DOMO- KUNNNNNNNNN!!!

BOO!

heh-no peepsie!
i finally found domo-kun!!!
but know how fucking much it cost?
$21.90.. and the quality sucks!

so im planning of making my own DOMO-kun!
its more meaningful..
yingtong you must HELP ME!!!!!!!

edited photos by photoscape.
weird eh?
maybe im still not used to use photoscape.
shall improve! gimmie time cos i have tons of!

hmmm so i talked about morning in the previous post,

aft blogging i slept, i dream
about him D;
why~ why him~
okay scenario was at mama house.[no idea why]
he was eating at mama house, ya go ahead and laugh.
hmmm~ and then i only rmb i cry when i see him.
he pat my head and said something i DONT REMENBER NOW!!
shiat! i got severe STM!! shiat!

okay thats all about it, woke up
then to mama house, help to shift furniture,
and i think i grew muscles!! mattress DAMN heavy i tell you.
then perspire alot!! aft that makan and home.
watch teeviee and slept again.
wait i dont know when the dream happen,
hmmm,haiya anyway it happened lah..
woke up at 5 thinking that its morning..lol damn funny lah~

then aft awhile bro head to camp.
followed him to MRT and then shop at tiong..
saw junji, shangzhi's bro.
he is now taller than me D;
haha~ obviously~ im a shorttie..
well~ all this is crap cos i got nth to do,

I MISS SCH! and im going back tml!!
woohooo!
missed badly D;
will sleep early today!

They say time heals all, but without you by my side, time stands still

the horror

a very good morning folks!
look at the time!!
i was woken up by horror noises of vomit.
OH EMM GEES!

my mummy was puking.
she guessed that the food she ate earlier on at PS wasnt right!
dang, poor mummy, suffered from stomach ache and puking
i seriously am afraid of seeing, hearing or worst smelling ppl puke.
makes me puke. yuck
but i had to see how mummy was doing
made her lemon honey drinks and ginger tea.
i hope she feels better,
im filial, tell me.
;d

so i cant get back to sleep with jookie and fitty,
sitting here in the dark typing away.
hmmmmm okay~

i want to sleep,
i want to sleep,
i dont want eye bags.

okay, now, for 2 weeks
im gonna have this intensive lose fats program
ON MY OWN!
i have to train my physical and MENTAL!
oh no~ i hope i dont fail.
day 1 will be a problem ald,
school from 9 to 3,
so i guess i will go jog aft that.
i will see what i can feed on.
OH ME GOOS!
worried ald;X

okay i will try to go back to lala land
with my companions

i want a bf now D;

willy wonka NERDS!

school starts today!
haha, unfortunately i dont have to go school
mohohohoho, BUT!
i have to wake up same time as my stuuupid sis,
then dad sent me to mama house
and dang bored!
uber bored!

i really really have nth to do, thus,
this is what i did to shoo boredom away
you dont have to care if you dont want to.

i heart my jookie jonster (❤)
i heart my fitmunk(❤)
i heart flower power(❤)
i heart heart everyone(❤)


kuku NS soon,
i really dont know when.
botaking sooooon!!!
;D

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong,
talk like everythings perfect,
act like it's all a dream,
and pretend it's not hurting me.

flower power, jookie jongjong, fittymunk, cheyoreee

teehee,i got to rush!
my bro is nagging like a grandmother

i think i shall update on words tml~
ciao ;D


We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

HAPPY NUUUUU YEAR PULL YOUR EAR!

hello!
muahahahahahaha!
mohohohohohoho!
1st post of 2009!!

• bro finally got desktop revived!
• just had bailey!
• waiting for programs to be installed properly
• just farted...opps ;p
• that cock is going NS tml

wait for next post for photographs
hehe. bye