emo-ing again~

ok now im feeling better, so im willing to tell what happened...at first, i wanted to make my brother let me use the computer, so i pretend to cry...then~ i dont know why i have the feeling that im lack of love...plus the fact that i have to cry to make my brother's heart soften to let me use the comp...[dont know what i typing] then~ tears just flow down my cheeks , i cant control, the moment i wipe it off, it continued flowing...and i still dont know the reason...could it be janice? could it be...~


nvm...forget about the past...today~ i emo-ed for half of the day...1st was bio, followed by chi and lastly, english...all three lessons, i kept quiet... then the huimin super irritating arh~ keep on poking me with her marker...wanted to bash her up!!!! after all the silence was continued by the games day thinggy...then i had lots of fun at the games day thing...looking at ppls face when belaying them down...kay got to go~ continue tml..