bad monday!!

today is the worst day ever!!
first it was detention thing,
then later, i found out that fit wasnt in school
i started tearing the moment i come back knowing that he
is not in school..so i msg him..asshole told me that he was in boon lay sec..
then i replied eh everything finish call me or anyone else*worried*
stupid nv reply..ok
then i realise that mad and yixuan didnt know about this..
eh sorry i didnt tell you~
ok erm then after school we meet together and cry again
[eh bro see we are so concerned!asshole still say there got nasi lemak want to go there]
then go for stupid detention until 4.45..
called fit to meet us..


so we met at vivo..
waited for him and he was still at boon lay at 5.45

he cabbed down..waste money la..
erm then met at mac at harbour
talk abit, whack him abit..
then go banquet makan..
i didnt eat cos got no appetide
then we stare at fit..i think he felt guilty arh

kay..ya we didnt say much..
we separated with hand shakes and hug[me la]
and thats all..

im feeling low now..i want to pour everything out
but like what yingtong say, i must be their pillar,
i can cry with them but i still have to keep strong cos im the oldest..

HEY ekal..sorry for hitting you..i was fu*king sad[so were all of us]
kay fit bro..i REALLY REALLY REALLY [times a hundred million ] hope to see you tml!!
we all love you<333333333333333

BIG HUGSSSSSSSSSS!!!!