a long post for my peace
my mind is disturbed!
ok ytd was the 1st time i last rmbed[ in this year]
that i cried, literally cried like a small lil crazy baby..
reason for crying was rather lame..
i went back home on sat night at 11+
was quite early to me though,
but because my dad came home early
so that was the 1st time he called me and asked me to rush back home
i was rather afraid..
so i decided to walk to the corner to cool myself down 1st..
but fitri had to come over cos he thinks that im angry with him for scaring me
[dumbo im not scared if there is alot of ppl around me]
erm so ya~, he came over and looked at me
i said it wasnt you..my dad la..
then i teared abit before he say dont cry la[im very emotional when im angry]
the moment he say DONT CRY LA...tears burst out...
and i say dont be here[ because ill cry more]
bin came too..she didnt say anything.. but RELAX
haha..she is damn cute..
stayed beside me until from the bus stop, thru the bus journey
and in the mrt..
love her lots..thanks bin!
erm so we split at tamp MRT..
ppc and jun went to eat,
the rest went home..
janice later then came and talk to me
when i was about to feel better,
but i still cried.
hhaaha..
she made me laugh thou..
she showed me leexq msg[curry thing]
haha..
[inside joke]
erm ya when we reached tiong,
i tried walking as fast as i could..
REACHED home and the house feels so tensed..
i didnt talk to anyone..
bathe, lie on the bed and slowly fall asleep
cos i was tired..
but at about 1a.m, i woke up..
saw mummy still awake... so she talked to me abit..
[i forgot what she said cos i was half awake only]
then aft 1, i couldnt sleep ald..
went to the toilet repeatedly becos of
toufu telok..
stomach rejected...
erm ya dont have to talk so much about that..
erm.. ya used the comp until 7+ am..
i was siao la..
i felt that i had the chance to go out ytd
so i bathe, and waited for time to come and wake my mummy up
asked her if i could go..
she say you go ask ur papa..
grrrrrr...
so i drag the time..
i asked and asked.
same ans=.=
i think my dad heard our convo
then he woke up and tell me about why i cannot go..
he was literally scolding me up-side-down
grrrrr..
at that time, i was angry but guilty..
if i noe this would happen,
i would go home early on sat man!!
REGRETTED LA!
grrrrrrrrr...
dad said that i could go buit must tell yan that it is the last time..
i heard that he didnt wanna care about me anymore..
i didnt go in the end
cos i dont want my passion to end!!
they just dont understand why i love climbing so much
its not just climbing.. mostly about the ppl
thats why they are all called my ohana!!
i was damn pissed..
day was dull until my dad talked to me nicely..
haha i think i have the same personality as my dad..
cant get angry for too long..
he treated me for breakfast and had a kind face on the whole day
after an hour aft he scolded me=DD
haha..
ILOVEYOUANYWAY<3
ok ytd was the 1st time i last rmbed[ in this year]
that i cried, literally cried like a small lil crazy baby..
reason for crying was rather lame..
i went back home on sat night at 11+
was quite early to me though,
but because my dad came home early
so that was the 1st time he called me and asked me to rush back home
i was rather afraid..
so i decided to walk to the corner to cool myself down 1st..
but fitri had to come over cos he thinks that im angry with him for scaring me
[dumbo im not scared if there is alot of ppl around me]
erm so ya~, he came over and looked at me
i said it wasnt you..my dad la..
then i teared abit before he say dont cry la[im very emotional when im angry]
the moment he say DONT CRY LA...tears burst out...
and i say dont be here[ because ill cry more]
bin came too..she didnt say anything.. but RELAX
haha..she is damn cute..
stayed beside me until from the bus stop, thru the bus journey
and in the mrt..
love her lots..thanks bin!
erm so we split at tamp MRT..
ppc and jun went to eat,
the rest went home..
janice later then came and talk to me
when i was about to feel better,
but i still cried.
hhaaha..
she made me laugh thou..
she showed me leexq msg[curry thing]
haha..
[inside joke]
erm ya when we reached tiong,
i tried walking as fast as i could..
REACHED home and the house feels so tensed..
i didnt talk to anyone..
bathe, lie on the bed and slowly fall asleep
cos i was tired..
but at about 1a.m, i woke up..
saw mummy still awake... so she talked to me abit..
[i forgot what she said cos i was half awake only]
then aft 1, i couldnt sleep ald..
went to the toilet repeatedly becos of
toufu telok..
stomach rejected...
erm ya dont have to talk so much about that..
erm.. ya used the comp until 7+ am..
i was siao la..
i felt that i had the chance to go out ytd
so i bathe, and waited for time to come and wake my mummy up
asked her if i could go..
she say you go ask ur papa..
grrrrrr...
so i drag the time..
i asked and asked.
same ans=.=
i think my dad heard our convo
then he woke up and tell me about why i cannot go..
he was literally scolding me up-side-down
grrrrr..
at that time, i was angry but guilty..
if i noe this would happen,
i would go home early on sat man!!
REGRETTED LA!
grrrrrrrrr...
dad said that i could go buit must tell yan that it is the last time..
i heard that he didnt wanna care about me anymore..
i didnt go in the end
cos i dont want my passion to end!!
they just dont understand why i love climbing so much
its not just climbing.. mostly about the ppl
thats why they are all called my ohana!!
i was damn pissed..
day was dull until my dad talked to me nicely..
haha i think i have the same personality as my dad..
cant get angry for too long..
he treated me for breakfast and had a kind face on the whole day
after an hour aft he scolded me=DD
haha..
ILOVEYOUANYWAY<3
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