Love is friendship set on fire.: the horrible, terrible and miserable alien is in pain

i have plenty of mix feelings

should it be a
im angry with ur nonsense thats why im tearing,

OR

a i miss you thats why im tearing?

i have dug out photos from Saturday
to keep me blogging on and not thinking of anything
while watching tutorials of rice bunny.

SATURDAY
another day out with yingtong
plus the company of mummy and sissy
went to shu uemura Christmas party
photos taken after the "party" at topshop.

yingtong~ wanna kiss me say lah~
dont need hide behind me one~
teehee

after which yingtong left to pack her stuff
and us to kopitiam for makan
super fiery mini steamboat fish soup. =)

SUNDAY
worst day ever
went to dad's shop super happily
and saw him when he is suppose to be in japan
okay as i was saying, i was in cloud 9 mood so~
the moment i saw him i was smiling
*paused for a moment*
(should i be smilling while walking to him)
so i turned and he oei-ed at me when i was walking towards my dads shop
he did'nt dare to walk any nearer cos my dad was there
so we were at a very far distant away.
he was rubbing his hair cos of frustration? idk?
he will occasionally turn back.
big smiles at me still.
hello? im pissed here and you still have the cheek to smile?
dude, you kinda suck.

TODAY is a MONDAY
HARI RAYA HAJI!
boring day at granny's
i cooked!
haven been cooking recently~

i think i wanna bake cookies soon
cos there is flour at mama house=)
faster book if you want
homed early cos bro had to return to camp
stooopid phototaking session before dad and mum comes
my skin is rotting!! argh!! nooo!!!!!
its peeling lah kay~
i think its the weather and cos i dont have enough sleep
im drinking too much water and hope that it will help to improve my eeeky complexion