i dont like dreams that can be so real.

randompikka.

alright. i just woke up from this terribly real dream..

okay~ this is how it goes.
i was at my granny house. only gong gong and amina was at home.. so~ i think it was time for gong gong to take medicine. i dont know why the medicine was with him cos he will overdose if he have the medicine.. didn't really think about it..so i fed him..
starting with the smallest pill..
okay the weirdest thing is that this small pill have this letter F on it.. a red F.. but i just gave it to him..

he got chocked .. then his face started turning red. i gave him water.. but still. cough...i was like OMGOMGOMG!! then amina came.. she did something.. i forgot.. then gong gong okay ald.. i hugged him straight away.. crying.. he kissed my cheeks and say boh tai ji[ means he is okay]

then i wake up, tearing..
and typing here again makes me wanna cry again.. i love gong gong lah~ sobs

alright. im done here.. prepare for OAC now..