Despaired.

Not feeling my best today, with that pathetic numbers of text messages i've got. It seems that im so easily forgotten by everyone. When i'm not in need, no one seem to know that i actually existed. Everything i do, i do it full heartedly, but no one appreciated, NO ONE, even my family, other than my mum[i love you mummy]. Come to think of it, i dont have a good/best friend, that i used to have before, where have they gone? I feel so so a loner now. Shall stop emoing here before i start bursting into tears.