If you know what i mean

So, since I need to wait for my apps to finish downloading, I shall blog. I don't know if I'm crazy or is this more than a crush. I've got a crush on this special someone. I ain't really into him, but I think he means something to me. A really important friend. I love him in a way that I need him all the time, to talk, to laugh and to comfort each other. The feeling is so much better than previous. I know it's totally impossible and I don't want to ruin friendship, so Im gunna keep it to myself. We will be and already are forever friends. What am I talking about? I love him.