Insecurities.

I really hate myself. I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. Feeling like this, Hurting you like that. I really suck. I dont want to bring you more stress but i dont know how not to. I miss you so much. I wanna hug you i want to be in your arms. I dont want it to be like that. I really dont want to be so near to you yet so far away. Look now what are we doing. I am suppose to help you with your work. But now, youre sitting so far away and im here writing this shit, cus i need to pour. I dont want to make you angry at all. I want you nearer. :'(

Insecurities keep flooding my mind. Go away!

You, please come back to me. I really need you :' (