I miss you

Baby, i really miss you so much.

It has been only one day, and i cant stop thinking of you.

Now, i'm being random, trying to make you miss me more ^^

Every single morning, i wake up alone on my bed,

Wishing that someday, you'll be beside me each morning.

Playing tickle on bed till we both give up,

and have breakfast on bed together.

Travel to any part of the world together,

To experience the wackiest things.

Get married up at the sky.

Go to the beaches,

lie on sand, gazing at the clouds.

Buy a yatch,

Go to a remote place.

And have a house for only you and me.

holding hands till we grow old.

And stay forever as US.

Baby i love you so much. I miss you dearly.

Let us fulfill everything that we want to do.

Get married, and no more forbidden love.

Cus no one, can get in the way of what i feel for you.

I Miss you so much baby.

From your crazy gf.

I love you.

My hubby

2 long days without you.

I feel as though i haven't seen you for weeks.

So lost and insecure without you.

i cant wait to see you, hug you, touch you, smell you and kiss that lips i longed for.

I really miss you so much baby. I am not going to lie that i you haven't leave my mind

since the moment you left me on friday night.

I really so blesses to have you my boy.

Let's hold hands together when,

hearing the wedding bells,

we say " I DO" together,

we walk down the aisle,

we have sex, (hehe)

we give birth ( i mean i give birth, but i want you by my side, thus we)

our baby came to earth,

we grow old together,

we sit on couches,

we catch on movies,

and practically everything we do.

From now, there won't be I and You.

We are US.

I love us.

May

I know, hun, we've been fighting a lot these days but my feelings for you will never change.

I know, we haven't been spending much time together, it's not by choice! If i could spend more time with you everyday, i think we wouldn't be so paranoid.

What i want to say is that, i won't love another person like i love you, be it guy or girl.

I love you so much, i can do anything for you. And i mean ANYTHING. When im paranoid about girls being too close to you cus im afraid that there's someone like dawn.

I miss you so much, i haven't stop thinking of you since you hung up on skype. Every single time you hung up, my heart feels a little pinch. Cus i won't be able to hear you/ see you virtually and that sucks. I miss you dearly, i love you so much.

Let May be a good one, cus quarreling with you don't feel good at all.

I love you , hubby.

I'll Never let you go

My silly boy,

I'm glad that you are actually paranoid about other boys texting me. Means you do really really care very much. Im sorry for making you angry, but when you're angry, i know you too care! I love you so very much, i think i cant live without you. <3

5th

It's our 5th and we're gonna work today! I really loves this silly boy so much, Cus he is the first boy who actually loves ne for who I am. <3 I am really impressed that he can stand my nonsense. Baby, I love you so much, let us continue counting on our journey, and live heart to heart forever till death do us apart. Honey, you're the best that I can ever have, I love you. See you later for work and play with rodeo! <3

4th

“Your eyes are like the sunrise, Your voice is like a summer breeze. Its refreshing, you could be the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And everything i ever did didnt matter up til now, you make my life worth while like you’ve completed me somehow. I just cant get you off my mind, and why would i even try? Cos even when i close my eyes, i dream bout you all the time. Baby, please, always stay by my side, cos i really need u in my life. Well, when im without you, i’m a circle incomplete, i’m heart that barely beats, i’m a star without a sky, i’m hello with no goodbye, well that’t me with no you. Happy fourth baby boo! :-D I love you to death hunny! <3” Woke up in the morning with a wall of text from my bf. It seems that we’ve known each other for a very very long time. We are like soul mates. We never had cold wars for more than 30 mins. Cus no matter who’s fault it was, my silly boy will always come back to give me a big warm hug. I love him to bits and pieces. I love life cus he came in. Baby, happy 4th monthsary. I love you.

Just saying

I know I haven't been blogging. Mainly Cus I am lazy:3 hehe! Since I'm bored and Ive got nothing to do on the train, I'll blog. So these few days, I keep feeling grumpy for god-knows-why. Maybe Cus friends falling apart. And I dislike it. Sometimes people need how and when to draw lines. Cus the other party already has his half and if you get to intimate, not only his half will get angry, friends among you will not feel good. For me, I don't like girls, NEVER like girls getting close to my bf. Don't talk about having eye contact. I'll fucking punch the womb outta her if she ever try to hook out with him. That's how protective I am over my belonging. I'm proud of it :> Side track: "whytheweathersof*ckingwarmimevenperspiringonthetrain!!!!!!!!" "and UNCLE WTF YOU LOOKING AT BLOODY FUGGER!! GO FUCK YOUR WIFE!" Oh! I don't understand why old man likes to stare at girls. They know they can't stand they still try to attempt to make their down there high.. Uncle, I teach you. Migrate to New Zealand and start a farm! Anyway, I'm on my way to my love's crib! I can't wait!

Understanding

The word understanding is such a huge word for me. Yes, I am not a very understanding person. I am so sensitive that even when he talks to his friends, I get so worked out. I never realize when's the right time to joke and when it's not. I often fail at being understanding, or rather, I don't know how to? That's why it's becoming a huge problem. Only till now, I thought that everything was caused by me! Why were you not hungry? Obviously when someone leaves, you will not feel very happy, thus you dont have much appetite. How dumb was I to even get angry about it? Fuck me! And shouting like a fucking hooligan when you were only talking to your ex classmate! How calm was I? I freaking turn into an insane gorilla! I hate myself for doing such impulsive stuff and now regretting it so so much. I'm sorry, so so sorry that you have to go through so much shit from me. Baby, I don't know why I've become like that. Maybe you'll say I'm over protective or maybe over reacting! Insensitive towards you or maybe just plainly insane. Please tolerate my (NOT-ET-MOMENT)s and remind me to keep my cool. I'm sorry baby I miss you like crazy Cus you slept way before me. My poor boy:( I love you honey.. Hope you'll see this tmr morning which I really doubt you will. I love you!

3

Tmr will be our 3rd month, see how time pass so fast? I never lived a day without love since you entered my live. Never had I have a guy that loves me so much. Never fails to bring me home safely every single day. Never fail to make me laugh, never fail to pamper me. We might go through some rough times but no matter how angry you are, you will still calm yourself down and comfort me. I love you so much honey, so so so much. I hope my parents know how much youve done for me, and know how amazing you are. I love you, and stay tune for more updates about you

I love silly

The first

Thought I had lotsa love from you through our 2nd monthsary. It hurts alot without your voice before I sleep. I know I made a huge hoo-ha about you saying that I sound like your mom, telling you to switch off the comp. But I was just telling you. I don't know why I was angry about that. Sorry for being over sensitive. The worst thing is, I realize I can't fall asleep without you saying good night and kiss me good night thru phone at night. I know I'm ridiculous, but I really miss you. I don't think I can sleep tonight though you are soundly asleep. I still love you no matter what.

Never felt happier

Just by looking at this picture, i can already fall deeper for you.
A day to remember, with my special boy.

I found you.

I used to not believe in love, when i thought that every single guy out there are the same. Mainly looking for whatever they are looking for. The first boy kinda screwed my life though i didn't care much about him. Then came another who really broke my heart into pieces. Never fail to make me feel that i can love a boy unconditionally anymore with no strings attached therefore eliminating any chance of being hurt again.

And then i found you.

At first, you teased me about all the boys i spoke to at the same time. We began chatting frequently until ungodly hours, continue teasing each other's crush and started became really close. Until then, i realised that you weren't like another and i fell. I fell for your awesome personality, just one awesome boy.

Yes, i did consider about what we are going through now, all the racism, all the criticism, all the restrictions. That was why i thought that we ain't possible.

When I found you it all changed.

Although we have lots of hurdles to pass, I know we are going to hold our hands tight together and run through it even though its going to be very difficult to. I know i've been saying this for god knows how many times, but i need to say this once again, I'm so blessed to have you in my life, protecting me, pampering me, caring for me, loving me.

baby, i know this is cheesy but you know, no matter how much i write on this platform, it can never show how much i love you. Cus words, numbers, letters ain't enough to show how much i love you.

I love you baby. <3

We all know.

I assume we felt like the picture below when nothing was told yet
and weren't you glad that i made the first move? I am proud of myself, cus if i didn't mention, .....
I won't know how amazing you are, and i wont fall so so deeply in love with my silliest boy.
I love you dear, and your harry potter book and lord of the rings wrinkle.. HEHE

I think

I'm feeling how you feel when i'm out of your sight, at a foreign country, miles away from you.

Now, we're on the same land but I don't know why I'm missing you so much like I haven't seen your for years. Seeing your photos makes me miss you even more. It's gonna be merely 12 hours more before we're meeting, but I already can't wait, even for a second. Your hugs and kisses I've been yearning for. I don't know If this feeling sucks or it's good that I'm feeling like that. I wish I never leave you, even for a second, even for a toilet break. I can't wait to see you, I miss you baby.

You

We started being awesome buddies.

I thought it wasn't love.

You never knew I love you so then.

Look what you've done, you became the awesomest thing that have happened in my life.

I love you.

Sorry

For not updating tue rest of Hk trip. But it was kinda a turn off. So I shouldn't mention it. :) peace out!

Hong kong 08

17/12/2010

1st month baby, you thought I would forget?
Hehe yes it's 12am now. I miss you so much. I'm sorry I can't be with you today on our very 1st. Hehe! You never call me at 12am, how could you!!!!!! Ahhhhh, you Make me cry lo.. So sad... So you forgot. Ahhhhhh!!! Idiot!!!! Ahhhhh, angry!!!!

Hong kong 07

Day 07

One more week to return! I can't wait! Work up late this morning, only had 30 mins to get ready before meeting.

Bathe super ultra quickly and off we went. To the hong kong university. While the lecturer was talking I literally kept nodding away.. Hahah! And I was at his clear view, at the outer row.. Ahahha so malu.. Plus you called me when he just started his speech.. My ringtone was damn loud lo.. Haha!

So anyway, we went to the uni for only awhile. Walked out of the place and a strong gust of wind swept by. Was shivering and calling you. Ahaha!

Went back to the IVE and had lunch. And they introduced the school facilities.. Hahah! Not on the 1st day but on the last official day at IVE. thou we're going back tmr again for nonsense.. Haha!

And yes, I am typing this while nodding away again.. So tired but I'm waiting for smth.. Hehe. I miss you loads

Hong kong 06

Day 06

Normal school day, went to school feeling like zombie.. Type hell loads of codes, worked smart with thumb drive also. Thought of you the whole time, and also fall asleep when teacher was teaching.

After school, we went for dinner, without the girls. Was accompanied by the other grp of ite students who gave us priority of choosing food. Settled down at a quite pricy cafe near our hotel. Ate porka curry rice. And smoked duck from street stall, so FAT! Eeeeeeewwww..... And ya, headed to newtown shopping mall and walk ard. I got nothing but Alfred got his khaki pants.

Although I wanna come back to Singapore ASAP. I wanna stay here Cus of the weather. I really don't like melting in Singapore~ Singapore should have this weather and everything would be so awesome!


Now I really need a tight tight hug and warmest kiss.. I feel so so empty without you. I don't wanna leave you again:(

Hong Kong 05

Woke up, go to school, came back. Go for dinner. And dinner time is always a disaster. Sorry but I can't help it but to say, when people is spending so much time on you, to find food for you, be grateful!

This sucks Cus I don't want people to fall out with each other Cus we really need each other's help Cus we're not home. I know typing here is no use but, I just need to spill it out. And this seems like my only platform to.

Baby, don't worry about me. Although I really miss you alot. I really need you here. If you were here, everything would be so much better. I want to call you now, but i know you're asleep. So I will sleep now, and I love you baby!

Time check: 2.59am
Just finish laundry and now, I will sleep.